COVID happened when my baby was only 7 weeks old. Postpartum plus everything that came along with this (isolation, fear of my baby getting sick, no outlets etc) hit me really hard, along with trying to process my unplanned cesarean. I’ve had a lot of anxiety and depression that some days can get overwhelming. My son is happy, amazing and loved and now I just need to love myself and allow myself time for self care again. I don’t feel as strong as I need to feel and I want nothing more than to feel myself again and be happy with more than just my son. My husband and family are amazing, thankfully. I have a lot to be happy about, I just need to get my brain to realize this!